I HATE ALZHEIMER'S!
As much as I hate it, I hate myself more for allowing it to control who I am and how I react to the changes that it has made in my life. It makes me feel weak, intolerant and angry. I hate that people feel sorry for me. I hate that anyone could be better at this than I am. I hate the example that I am showing my children. I hate that I cry over nothing. And everything. I hate that my children are worried about me. I hate that I am not the person that I thought I was. But, mostly I hate that I am doing nothing to change any of it.