Sunday, June 9, 2013

I hate Alzheimer's...


As much as I hate it, I hate myself more for allowing it to control who I am and how I react to the changes that it has made in my life.  It makes me feel weak, intolerant and angry.  I hate that people feel sorry for me.  I hate that anyone could be better at this than I am.  I hate the example that I am showing my children.  I hate that I cry over nothing. And everything.  I hate that my children are worried about me. I hate that I am not the person that I thought I was.  But, mostly I hate that I am doing nothing to change any of it. 

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