I miss me...

I am going crazy.  I am so very lonely.  My friends have become the words written by people who care about me.  I need more than words but I have no way to find more.  I pray for help and it does not come. Apparently it has more important things to do.  I look for answers but the hoops are too high for me to jump through.  I miss me. My brain has short circuited and simple things are more than I can comprehend.  I just don't care anymore. I have nothing left to give.  I wonder what I did to deserve this.