I am going crazy. I am so very lonely. My friends have become the words written by people who care about me. I need more than words but I have no way to find more. I pray for help and it does not come. Apparently it has more important things to do. I look for answers but the hoops are too high for me to jump through. I miss me. My brain has short circuited and simple things are more than I can comprehend. I just don't care anymore. I have nothing left to give. I wonder what I did to deserve this.