I can't do this much longer today. I don't know how she has this much energy. She got up at 2 am and slept off and on until 7... mostly off. She's been going non-stop since then. Her whining is on auto-rewind. She wants everything that she can't have. She is trying to move the furniture in the living room to look for something. She is digging in trash. She's trying to break into locked doors. The entire day she has been angry and agitated. I currently have her locked in her room because I don't have the strength to handle it responsibly. I just want a break, even if it is only for 10 minutes. I can hear her screaming for the neighbors and telling them that I am going to beat her. Now, she is sawing at the crack between the door and the jam with a hanger. I have to let her out. I don't want to, but my 10 minutes are up.
She's out and pulling on the couch. 12 hours and counting. I can't do it anymore today, but I will. I have no choice. I have to remember that she doesn't either, but right now that's a challenge.