I want to be selfish. I want to be able to be sick and not have deal with this! I want to make a decision that isn't about her. I want to be able to lie here and just not feel good. I want to know that it is okay to focus on me. I want to be able to get help when I need it, not because there are no other options. I want to just lie down and cry until I can't cry anymore .I want to find a way to believe that I don't deserve every bit of this Hell! I want my kids to have their mother back. I want...
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